Thursday, January 6



im happy with my life, but never satisfied. something is always missing no matter what. because everytime i made an accomplisment or got my desires pleased, i want to strive for more, something better and fly on to a higher ground. and when i dont get what i want, i ll hit rock bottom and be left in despondency.

you get the drift.. nothing can leave me contented for a permanent time even after comparing myself with those unfortunate ones at the tsunami disaster or the kids in africa. its human nature, is it ?

oh just some random thoughts.

i may be going for some job interviews tomorrow. im so sick of idling around everyday. its really meaningless and i feel useless. at least i ll feel productive working and getting paid at the same time (:

i went back to school yesterday, not reallys, but over at the primary school. and i realised i actually do miss school. having to see my friends five days a week, sitting in the front row with cheryl/alicia my whores and still daydream, jieshun's laughter, oh the whole class lah, ogling at the younger boys (okay, its just me =\ ), the recess gang <333 !!!! and so much more. just not the teachers, lessons and exams. ha.


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fengting >> im using the sony cybershot. urmms, photoshop ?

ras >> *bearhugs for you too my dear. nye was so much fun! sigh. i want more !! -whines. anyways, be good for 2005 ! ahaha if not when you re out at sea, i ll go have affair ! wahahaha.

andrea >> no, if you realised, i uploaded more already. uhhs, i cant remember any except for rui en, gurmit and michelle chong.

ruthaye >> you looking wickedly hot too my bestie :D

bao >> i unlocked it already, so enjoy !

victoria >> omg, while you cant wait to gain weight, im trying so hard to shake of my fats ! ahhhhhhh, i hate you !! hmphs. oh and how short is your fringe, theres many ways still that you can style it (: lol my resolution is not to make any resolutions.

natalie >> im gonna slay you the next time i see you. roar

clare >> you mean the girl on my layout ? thats elle meh ?

passerbiiesss >> hahaha ! my resolution is to not many any resolutions. and yepps, i had tons of fun indeed. hope you had your own fair share (: happy 2005 !

boo >> nope, i dont. blogger imaging kinda screw your photos up i think. i use photobucket.

peiying >> oh pls. i dont look fly with those ugly doodlings on my face ! i look like a suaku i tell you. booo. happy 2005 too !

charr >> haha you will regret saying that. i rather be in school now. im so bored of home, town, sg fucker. im just idling around everyday. rotting away.. its hitting a toll on me. bhaa.

fiona >> i tagged on your blog alr. linked you too (:

melVYN >> oh you wont wish you were at sentosa. it was shitified boring bitch.

tease me ; 11:25 AM 

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